I am heteroflexible. As a person interacting with others I always test the waters before entering any kind of interaction. I get shut down easily because I've learned it is impossible to have a decent conversation with close-minded individuals whom refuse to acknowledge an opinion other that their own. I'm not looking for an alternative lifestyle so much as a place or way of expressing the lifestyle I have. I want to express myself without consequence. I notice in the process of registration there are several questions regarding sexual preferences and mine are anything new and I'll try anything once. My fantasies have been largely unfulfilled as all companions I've been with, save one Dom who taught me well, have not been capable of fulfilling them and so my secret desires have long been festering, driving me mad. I desire someone I can take pride in pleasing, someone I can rely on breaking me, and building me back up at the end of a heavy session. I get bored easily and have a very demanding sex drive. More general information about me includes I'm an artist, very imaginative, perceptive of the world around me, inquisitive and overly analytical, and full of imagination.
I am currently involved in a D/s relationsuhip with a new Dom. First off, any advice for a new Dom is welcome as I have quickly recognized the challenges of training one, particularly my own. Secondly, we are monogamous in terms of an emotional relationship, but we are polyplay, polysexual and drama free about playing with others. I am currently seeking an experienced Dom. My Dom has recognized my desires and how important and desirable it is for me to reach that headspace that only an experienced Dom can take a sub, so he has graciously granted me a green light to reach out to fulfill those needs.
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My Ideal Person:
Any person I interact with has to be open minded and accepting of any possibilities or idea's. One of my philosophies is that anything can happen and anything is possible, so I take as many viewpoints as I can on any subject and form my own belief without forcing it on others. I expect the same respect from others. Also, I hold honesty as a very high character trait. I would want someone I was intimate with to be imaginative, full of surprises, and considerate of me. I tend to have an overly active sex drive that many of my ex's have been unable to satisfy or keep up with. I can't say how badly I would like to be bound and gagged and taken in a way I had no control over. I want to feel vulnerable and forced, not know what was going to happen next. I want to try bondage so bad, chained in a vulnerable position to a wall, ect. And I like toys. I want to know just how creative a guy can be with a vibrator. I think my fantasy would be further exciting if I did not know the individual very well, not knowing any more than established boundaries will be taken seriously and that the person I was with was safe and healthy. A mysterious stranger. Ohhhh, I just got a chill.
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