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kitchen 1/11/2005
firehouse kitchen.
we sit in comfortable
silence.
as the cigarette smoke
curls around us.
an invisible
shield.
to protect us from
each other.
i rub your back
each knot a stor
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YOU DONT KNOW ME 1/11/2005
you dont know me.
i dont know you.
yet here i am
covered in your blood.
you are someones loved one.
i put my all
into saving you.
i comfort you as i
i put a needle in your arm.
i
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overdose 1/11/2005
TONES SOUND.
AMBO 20
TRUCK 57.
WOMAN DOWN.
OVERDOSE.
ORGANIZED CHAOS.
TUBE IN.
LIGHTS FLASHING OVER
PINPOINT PUPILS.
PINPOINT.
NO RESISTANCE AS I
I BREATHE FOR YOU.
2 OF NAR
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paragod 1/11/2005
cramped.
sweaty room.
testosterone pumped
air.
filled with death.
asystole.
feel the tube slide in
feel the ribs
break.
first compression gets em every time.
needle in your v
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STATUS POST MOSH PIT 1/11/2005
drunk and dehydrated
i spill my guts to you.
over a shotglass
downed too fast.
i spew nonsense
as freely as bile.
bruised from one too many
thoughts.
drunk, dehydrated.
i open my
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my job 1/11/2005
CONCRETE.
HEAR THE TONES
MAN DOWN.
CAUSE UNKNOWN.
ADRENILIN SEEPS
THROUGH MY PORES.
SIRENS
A MERE LULLABY.
LIGHTS
LIKE A CAREFULLY ORCHESTRATED BALLET
ACROSS THE SHATTERED WIND
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what 1/11/2005
explain to me.
what this is.
i need to know
as i sit here
chainsmoking.
wondering what i am
chasing.
wishing i could just catch
whatever this is.
you look at me
with puzzlement
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dan... 1/11/2005
We talked that night.
so many nights ago.
over too many
budwiesers and
marlboros.
i lost my way
and spoke too much.
too many things said.
i smelled your armpit
turned
and
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10 GAUGE 1/11/2005
i met you
during class
i played
show and tell.
with my 10 gauges.
you said you liked them
and wanted
to see more.
i was
more than
willing.
i showed you my sould
i let you i
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never fall 1/11/2005
NEVER FALL
NEVER FAIL.
TASTE OF THE
FLESH.
TEMPT THE
SOUL.
LOCK AWAY THE
HEART
NEVER FALL
NEVER FAIL.
UNVEIL THE TRUTH
PARTAKE OF THE
FLESH
DENY THE REST
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me 1/11/2005
fire red
ocean eyes.
ivory skin
like porcelin.
old soul.
bruised long
ago.
she loved too hard
she hates too cold
irish rose.
draped in paramedic blues.
nothing to lose.
head
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job 1/11/2005
dance with the Angel
do the devils waltz.
footsteps in blood.
opera of tragedy and
pain.
delay the senses.
put up our fences.
numb to the grief.
the tears
worst fears realized.
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her 1/11/2005
FORBIDDEN.
this hidden world
of mine.
my heart dies
a little each
time.
when you put your
clothes back on
and go back home
to her.
lie with me a little
while.
flesh agains
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inside 1/11/2005
demons inside
i try to hide
all the pain and
suffering
buried alive
eating my soul
no longer whole.
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CHRISTOPHER 1/11/2005
its been 3 months
maybe 4.
i try not to think too
much anymore
about the way we
parted.
i loved you
i truely did.
you lost me
will never regian me.
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CRUSHED 1/11/2005
GREEN CAMIS
YOU WALK IN
<br>
TATTOOED SKIN
I LET YOU IN.
I TASTE.
I FEED.
PIERCE THE
HEART.
CRACK THE SOUL
WHAT ONCE WAS
WILL NEVER BE WHOLE.
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euphoric 1/11/2005
I FOUND MY CAT O'NINETAILS
AND I
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU.
AND I
I BREATHED A SIGH OF
SATIATION
SO EUPHORIC
EVEN THE GODS
CRIED
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MEMORY 1/11/2005
like a boa
i constrict
and
restrict my heart.
chained away in
blood and gold.
my body molds to yours
skin pulsing
sweat
dripping
lock away the
memory
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none 1/11/2005
STARE DOWN
I WONT BACK
DOWN.
I WANT
I WILL HAVE.
LOCK AWAY THE
FEELINGS
AS YOU PLUNGE DEEP
INSIDE.
SINS OF THE FLESH
DEEP BREATH IN.
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i am 1/11/2005
i am.
i am raw
love the pain
as the needle slips
inside.
tattooed you.
on my hearts great
divide.
i love you
i hate you
as the whip cracks
as the flesh
snaps
i need you
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HIDE 1/11/2005
locked away
deep inside.
feelings.
memories.
nowhere left
to hide.
i open my heart.
strip my soul.
and flesh.
bare all to you.
sins of the flesh
i taste your sweat.
pink v
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bitten 1/11/2005
FEEL THE BITE
OF THE METAL IN
MY SKIN.
I'M SINKING IN
ECSTACY.
WHIP CRACKS
FLESH SNAPS
DEEPER
INSIDE.
SEE THE BLOOD DRIP.
FEEL MY SANITY
SLIP.
MY GRIP ON REALITY
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none 1/11/2005
nails tear.
into pliant flesh.
teeth hard
on my
breasts
harder and harder
sweat drips
i taste your
flesh
and cry out
to the gods
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selfportrait 1/11/2005
What a tangled web i weave.
with sugarcoated lies
all for the pleasure
i recieve.
black widow in
red leather.
i use you until
i please.
how easy it is to decieve.
steamy afternoon
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unmarried 1/11/2005
a single bead of sweat
rolls between my breasts
as we stare each other down.
needing. wanting.
the pleasures of the flesh.
forbidden fruit
modern day adam and eve
yet i am the serpent.
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life 1/11/2005
pleasure and pain.
one and the same.
whip cracks
flesh snaps.
your teeth on my
breasts.
my nails in your flesh.
sweat
dripping.
flesh slipping.
blood dripping.
legs gripping.
b
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flicker 1/11/2005
flicker.
the wax drips.
the flesh slips
inside.
Dripping.
feel the burn.
taste the rush.
deny the pain.
Dripping.
flame flickers
in your eyes.
i scream inside.
pleasure and pai
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red wine 1/11/2005
the cigarette curls.
the smoke unfurls.
my feelings unwrapped
and discarded
like an unwanted present.
my feelings are for naught.
overwraught for one night.
that i let
my feelings of
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cinnamon skin 1/11/2005
cinnamon skin
i'm falling in.
i scream your name
in ecstacy.
you make me forget.
all i know is your sweat.
dripping on my face.
the sound of my flesh
up agaisnt yours.
you make me cr
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