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Happily Married to my Master
Posted:Oct 23, 2017 7:53 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2017 1:36 pm

Good morning Alters!

I am pre-apologizing for any grammar and spelling issues with this blog. I am so badly jet lagged. I am in that weird exhausted but enable to sleep place. Bora Bora is paradise. if you want a great place to go that's it. The French definitely knew how to pick them. While Master went off to work today, I have the pleasure of another week of vacation. Yea me!!

So update for anyone who cares. I was married in Florida on October 14. The wedding was the best day of my life. Perfect, beautiful and happy. After being a born again virgin for 3 weeks, Master fucked me between the wedding and the reception. The wedding dress needs a little cleaning now. Our wedding night was wonderful and our honeymoon to Bora Bora was fantastic.

Master has agreed to allow me to remain on Alt to stay in touch with friends. I am not here to have sex with anyone so don't ask. Master owns me and will decide if I ever get to be with anyone else. He doesn't seem interested in sharing me.

Just fair warning, if you are disrespectful, I will block you permanently.

The last 3 days and the new chapter in my life
Posted:Oct 11, 2017 8:57 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2017 7:40 am

On Saturday of this week I will be turning off my alt profile. I will miss you and many of my kinky friends.

On Saturday I put on a white wedding dress (no comments) walk down the aisle and in front of family and friends pledge my love for my master. Later on our wedding night, I will kneel naked in front of my Master and surrender my life to him.

In the 20th century it probably seems surreal that any one would be willing to give their freedom to their master. I willingly will do it. I have already being living in that space with him. He is Sir or Master, I am his slave.

To me at the moment, I will truly be free. My Master loves me and takes care of me. I will love and serve him without reservation.

Good luck and love to all.

PS Master has allowed me to tell you that their will be no panties under my wedding dress. Also, I will be wearing a beautiful gold waist chain with a lock under my dress.

Jenna D.
16 Days and counting
Posted:Sep 28, 2017 6:49 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2017 2:01 pm

Well I am only a single woman for another 16 days. On October 14 I will marry my Master. I will be a Mrs which in a way makes me feel old.

So to the point, I have meet many friends on Alt. I have enjoyed my time here. However, I am planning to exit stage right prior to getting married. I hope my friends will not be overly disappointed. I plan to be a faithful slave and wife to my Sir.

However, before i go had to tell everyone a final story. My Master, this past Sunday night, (usually a hard play night), sat me down and told me that we would not be having sex and i was not allowed to Masturbate until our wedding night. I actually snorted and laughed I thought he was joking. He is a man who loves to fuck. I cant imagine him going 3 weeks without sex. I also have this fear to the first blow job and drowning in a pool of cum.

So as a good slave, I have agreed to be celibate until the wedding night. I have to tell you this is the hardest thing i have done in a long time. My sex is constantly throbbing and my dreams are filled with crazy sexcapades.

I feel like an addict on a bender. He by the way is not making this easy. He likes to walk around sporting a nice hard cock to tease me.

So wish me luck. I may go crazy before the wedding. I am already straining to concentrate.
When the slave is the Master
Posted:Jul 17, 2017 9:37 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2017 6:39 pm

I am a sub and a slave. I have a Master I dearly love. I do not wish to be a domme. It is just not in my dna.

However, there is one time and sometimes several times a day I am the Master. When Masters cock is deep in my throat, hard as steel, throbbing with blood flow, and ready to empty his man sauce I am the Master.

What ever I do next decides whether he cums or whether he waits. I am the Master for those few moments. Now there are consequences by making him wait. Which usually results in a hard spanking. I actually like the spankings.

Just my thought for the day.

I am not a bimbo
Posted:Jun 27, 2017 8:52 am
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2017 6:19 pm

I have been discussing submission with a number of my sub friends. Some are subs because it is easy for them. They can just go with the flow.

Me, I am not a go with the flow person. I like what I like. I am not a bimbo. I do admit to using the dumb blonde routine to get my way a few times. however, the truth is, I am very intelligent. I have 2 college degrees. Accounting and finance. I am gainfully employed in my field. Truthfully, I can do as I please.

My accepting the role of sub is a choice that I want to make. My neck with a collar on it is because I allowed it. I wanted it. My submission to my Master completes me. It wasn't an easy choice. My master and fiancé, started our relationship allowing me no limits. I was told that I had to trust him to protect me. It was a huge step. I am often outside my comfort zone, but I know he is there protecting me.
To thyself be true.
Posted:Jun 26, 2017 3:08 pm
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2017 7:44 am

Hello friendly fet lifers.

I am very close to closing my account here. While my Master doesn't mind, I am really getting tired of the fakes and flakes on this site. I have had a year long conversation with a man, dom, who lives in California. Nice looking, says the right things, always just missing a visit to Chicago or Florida or wherever I happen to be. Not a problem, I deal with the here and now and the ones who want the real deal.

However, I just made an unplanned trip to LA for a conference. I asked Master for permission to meet this man. My Master trusts me completely and gave me his permission. So I reached out to meet this man on his home turf. I was there 4 days, lets meet up. Well we didn't meet up. I got a lot of excuses, but no meeting.

After I returned to Chicago and was no longer in the area, I got the I am very busy with a new deal, yada yada yada counldn't meet. All I say is bullshit. Just another player in a long line of them on here. All talk no go.

Let me help you prisoners of your mothers basement or whatever shitty place you find yourself in, be honest. I would happily share my thoughts with someone I am never going to meet as easily as someone teasing me about all the great things he does and truthfully I doubt it all. It saves a lot a time. Here let me help you with your lead off line.

Hey Jenna you are cute. I am ___________ (add in here your status, married, unemployed, bored, a million miles away.) and would like to email you. I am interested in what turns you on. Tell me what fantasies you have.

I would happily answer and not feel stiffed. So men start being men, acting like men, and start telling the truth.
Well its only 4 months away.
Posted:Jun 19, 2017 10:49 am
Last Updated:Jun 26, 2017 2:56 pm

In 4 months, my Ms. will turn to Mrs. Probably more alarming is my slavery will be permanent. I mean it is voluntary enslavement. Perhaps indentured would be a better description. None the less, I am excited and frightened at the same time. I already live with Master. I am already his slave. What will really change?

Up until now, I have been a very free spirit. I mean I have been with other Masters and doms, men and woman. Occasionally, I have been used by a group. Up until now, the choice was mine. Loving and enjoying sex in all its forms have been a driving force in my life. Believe me, I have tried a lot of different things. There have been times to paraphrase a movie, "my ass got more use than a test bench in a plunger factory."

I realize of course that it is all in my head. I have a wonderful Master. The constant testing of my limits and the genuine love he has for me and me for him will carry us a long way. I am just overthinking it as usual.

My best gf, loves my Master. She has heard me call him Master and has now started saying it as well. She has no clue of our d's inner life. I wonder if my Master would like me to have a sister?

Well I am over thinking it. Continue on with your lives.
The real 24/7 Lifestyle
Posted:Jun 2, 2017 1:57 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2017 10:34 am

This should interest everyone in the lifestyle because this is about reality. I receive many offers from Doms?? who want me to be their 24/7 slave. Most are sparse on details of what 24/7 would be like. A few real laughers tell me I will work and delivery my paycheck to them at the end of the week. When I am not at work of course I will be kept naked and in chains being beaten and sucking their cocks. Really dude!! That's not the lifestyle.

I have a Master I live with. I am his property his slave and his future wife. I am a 24/7 slave to my master. So what does a normal weekday look like. I get up and shower with him. He usually fucks me or puts me on my knees. I get dressed for work with all the usual clothes, shoes and make up issues. We eat breakfast together and I kiss him and leave for work, scratch 2 hours

For the next 8 to 9 hours I am employed and working my ass off. I think about Master during the day, he lives rent free in my head after all, but other than thinking about him, I am focused on work. scratch 9 hours out of the day.

I come home from work usually after him. Most days, he is preparing dinner when I get home and I get my orders for the evening. Sometimes we play, sometimes we watch tv, sometimes we go workout. This 6pm to 11 pm time frame is our couple time. So for those of you from Rio Linda, what I do is up to him. On a play day, I will be told to bath, and to put on my slave outfit and come have dinner. the slave outfit is a collar, ankle cuffs and wrist cuffs, and high heels. We will eat dinner together and I will put on an apron and clean up the dishes. He enjoys watching me move about the kitchen mostly naked. Afterward, he will relax in a comfortable chair and his slave will kneel beside him waiting on instructions. He usually spanks me for fun and almost always enjoys a nice slow blowjob. Afterward he likes me in his lap, while we watch tv. When he is ready, he leads me to the bedroom and fucks his slave into submission. As per protocol, after I am untied I have to clean our sex off his cock and balls. Mind you when anal is on the menu, I still clean him but with a warm wash cloth. He cares about me and doesn't want me sick. Scratch 5 hours.

The balance of the night is spent sleeping like any one else. My point is 24/7 is usually 2 hours average a day of the lifestyle and 22 hours of normal life. I am 24 hours a day his slave, but we have a regular life like everyone else.

My point is to the 24/7 believers, unless you are rich millionaire, you don't have time for 24/7. So be real.
Girls who particapate in gang bangs are sluts
Posted:May 30, 2017 1:10 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2017 1:20 pm

Hello everyone and happy Tuesday,

Over the weekend, I received an email from a (dom??) who told me I should meet him to fuck. I asked if he read my profile and he said he did and then proceeded to give me his hotel room number and address to come fuck him.

Interesting, that a man I didn't know would expect me to drop everything to come to his hotel and use my body. I started to offer him the $1,500 option, but being he was staying at a very expensive hotel, I thought the better of it. he would probably have said yes.

So I told him no, I was engaged and that my Master would have to approve. Here is where we crossed the Rubicon. I read your blogs and you are a slut. You like gangbangs so you are a stupid slut and should not care who wants to fuck you Get here so we can start fucking. I told him that I would not becoming over.

His next email was why are you turning me down and willing to fuck groups? You didn't feel like a slut when you were satisfying a bunch of guys. I am just one guy.

So here was my response, Forget for a minute that I do get to chose who I submit too. We will put that one aside for now. All of the gangbangs I participated in were great fun and I felt no different then fucking one guy in front of others. I love sex. I love bondage. I enjoy being tied and hard fucked without choice. It doesn't make me anything. The guys had a good time and I had a good time. So I understand your jealous that others have been where you will never get to go.

So if you want to call me a slut go ahead. It doesn't bother me. I wont be thinking about you at all when I go to the next gang bang.
Tell your Master I want to fuck you and he can watch!
Posted:May 12, 2017 9:29 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2017 1:36 pm

Well Well 2 post in 2 days, however, I could not resist.

I get a lot of requests from men who want me to ask my Master if he will share me with them. Master has the right to make me do whatever he wishes. So it is with in his power to allow another man access to my body. So far other than testing my submission, he has declined to share me.

So today I received an email from another man who says, "tell you Master I am going to fuck you and he can watch." I usually don't bother Sir with these request just delete them and move on. However, he read this request and his retort was what is in it for me? Then Sir dictated my response. "You may fuck my slave in any way you wish in Chicago at a place of my choosing. She will do everything you want and will have no limits with you. First, you must suck my cock and swallow my cum."

The guys response was "I don't suck cocks and never will." Master then asked, "so what is in this for me? You want my most precious property at your disposal for sex. What do I get?"

The guy responded, "the pleasure of seeing your slave properly fucked like she has never been fucked before and never will afterward."

Masters response was priceless. "You don't think she has ever been fucked before? There is no pleasure for me to see you use my slave. I don't require any assistance in properly fucking her and I do so on a regular basis. You can dream of Jenna. I actually fucker her regularly!"

So there is your answer men. Master is at the gate.

PS: I am sure you are wondering the test I mentioned earlier. At a private affair Master had me kneel naked in front of man and undress him. I was embarrassed and humiliated that I was going to have suck this not so handsome guys cock in front of other people. Master only wanted to see if I would really obey him. I did and I did not have to suck him off.

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