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The Quieting
Posted:May 26, 2018 1:56 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2018 2:00 pm
The Quieting

Dominance and submission isn’t a job. There may be times when it seems like a task-based system of performance and reward, but that’s just a small part it. My reality is that D/s is a labor of love. That said, I don’t serve simply for his pleasure, although his pleasure is certainly my greatest reward. In some regards, I’m very much an altruist, yet I seek something from him in return for my service. I seek the quieting.

I can get a beating from my favorite tops. I can negotiate an impact scene from a trusted sadist to get what I need from a physical perspective. They can get me to subspace, but can’t quiet me.

Quieting comes from Sir. When chaos reigns in my mind, when my world is tilting off its axis, it is the quieting I need. The exchange of power in our dynamic hinges on this one key concept.

My service. My submission. My surrender.

I offer it all in exchange for just one thing.

The Quieting.

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Don't wait
Posted:May 26, 2018 5:16 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2018 1:37 pm
Don't wait

The one thing I know for sure is that feelings are rarely mutual, so when they are, drop everything, forget belongings and expectations, forget the games, the two days between texts, the hard to gets because this is it, this is what the entire world is after and you’ve stumbled upon it by chance, by accident- so take a deep breath, take a step forward, now run, collide like planets in the system of a dying sun, embrace each other with both arms and let all the rules, the opinions and common sense crash down around you. Because this is love kid, and it’s all yours. Believe me, you’re in for one hell of a ride, after all- this is the one thing I know for sure.

— Beau Taplin
Love is blind
Posted:May 24, 2018 3:32 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2018 8:40 am
Love is blind

Love is blind, they say; sex is impervious to reason and mocks the power of all philosophers. But, in fact, a person's sexual choice is the result and sum of their fundamental convictions. Tell me what a person finds sexually attractive and I will tell you their entire philosophy of life. Show me the person they sleep with and I will tell you their valuation of themselves. No matter what corruption they're taught about the virtue of selflessness, sex is the most profoundly selfish of all acts, an act which they cannot perform for any motive but their own enjoyment - just try to think of performing it in a spirit of selfless charity! - an act which is not possible in self-abasement, only in self-exaltation, only on the confidence of being desired and being worthy of desire. It is an act that forces them to stand naked in spirit, as well as in body and accept their real ego as their standard of value. They will always be attracted to the person who reflects their deepest vision of themselves, the person whose surrender permits them to experience - or to fake - a sense of self-esteem .. Love is our response to our highest values - and can be nothing else

― Ayn Rand
Unclaimed Property
Posted:May 23, 2018 7:18 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2018 4:05 am
Unclaimed Property

I’ve been studying a few weeks to add a certification to my resume. If you know me well, you’d know that in my dream life I’d be a housewife, but you’d also know that that is not the life I was given… So, in order to make some decisions and move on, I needed to advance in my career (something that I’ve also never pursued because growing in a corporate environment was something I didn’t want to do.. it was never appealing).

Anyway, during my studies, I came across with this term, unclaimed property. It immediately made me chuckle. I kept thinking about it all day. Why was I so drawn to this concept?

Unclaimed property: “[…] assets that have not been used for a length of time or have unknown ownership.”
Then it hit me “because that’s exactly how you feel right now.. duh!”…Yes… Sad how much I related to this financial term.

Lately, I’ve been feeling like I’m just trying to survive, to make it through. It’s been rough and I find myself constantly battling to not give up on my dreams. Tons of promises made to me have been broken. I’ve been unable to hold myself accountable. I’m constantly struggling to find the good… In debt, even with my own self.

Unclaimed property is generally defined as a liability, owed to an individual after it remains outstanding for a specified period of time[…]
Here’s my the thing. My value, my substance, my worth remain the same. It has not decreased. It’s just waiting to be claimed. I am still worthy, precious, valuable even when all I’ve been doing is trying to make it through.

“UNCLAIMED PROPERTY HOLDERS MUST exhaust all options to locate the property’s rightful owner…”
I need to make sure I’m doing my due diligence for my rightful owner to find me. I need to make sure that this property is taken care of and is being guarded properly. I need to stop doubting myself that my owner is looking for me. I need to stop thinking that I’ll never be found.

I belong to Him. Wherever He is. My value and worth remain true… For now, I’m just unclaimed.

tiara dreams~
Posted:May 21, 2018 7:53 am
Last Updated:May 24, 2018 4:04 am

“Do not fall in love with people like me. 
I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth.
I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when I leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.”
Caitlyn Siehl, Literary Sexts
Posted:May 17, 2018 4:17 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2018 9:42 am

I want you. That’s all I’ve ever wanted. I want all of the good I know you’re capable of as well as the bad you are so ashamed for me to see. I don’t want the watered down version or the thick sugar-coated bullshit side you show others. I want the raw, unrefined, and imperfect parts of you. I want to fall in love with the truth so that later on, I will never have to hate you for the lie.

~Brandy Mays
What she was
Posted:May 15, 2018 8:22 pm
Last Updated:May 16, 2018 1:04 pm
What she was

She was no helpless female – never had been. She was death clothed in a body of female allure and fiercely proud of it.
But in sex, she needed the surrender. She craved a man strong enough to take the control out of her hands. I hunger to be dominated, for someone who doesn’t see me as a ball-busting female. She would yield everything to a man masterful enough to command her obedience. But she had never found one strong enough – or discreet enough. Most of all, she had never found anyone she could trust with her desires who didn’t try to crush her– body and soul. Disappointment had followed disappointment until she had quit looking. To find strength paired with sensitivity, or dominance tempered with love? It didn’t seem to exist. Until now.

The Secret.
Posted:May 14, 2018 7:08 am
Last Updated:May 15, 2018 6:32 am
The Secret.

Here is the secret. You don’t demand you offer. You do not talk you act. You are there when everyone leaves, you acclaim when all deny, you soothe when no one cares. You cherish the parts of her she tries to hide, you kiss the wounds she tries to forget and you heal them with love. You hold her when she is losing herself, you calm her when she is battling down the lies which were imprinted on her. You simply love her in a way she cannot help but accepts the impossible that she deserves to be loved exactly by someone as serene and committed and honest like you, someone who never leaves, always stays, always supports because he is in love with exactly and singularly her.

Mother's Day Vinyl
Posted:May 13, 2018 3:11 pm
Last Updated:May 24, 2018 5:13 am
Mother's Day Vinyl

Mother.....................Pink Floyd ~The Wall
Mother and Child Reunion............. Paul Simon ~ The Essential Paul Simon
Mothers Little Helper.........................Rolling Stones ~Aftermath
It's Alright Mamma (I'm Only Bleeding)........Bob Dylan ~Bringing It All Back Home
Dear Mama.......................................2Pac ~Me Against The World
Loves MeLike A Rock.......................Paul Simon~The Essential Paul Simon

Happy Mother's Day!
They were wrong...
Posted:May 13, 2018 11:25 am
Last Updated:May 13, 2018 1:08 pm
They were wrong....

They were wrong when they said she was “down to earth”, obviously, they never saw fields of passion cultivate with rays of light, that she captured from the sun. They never plucked the pedals of her love, while roaming the heavenly garden on her body. They never made a wish after seeing shooting stars in her eyes. They never explored her mind, to discover that she is much deeper than space.

— Audiovessel

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