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Posted:Jun 28, 2017 7:25 pm
Last Updated:Jun 28, 2017 11:47 pm

Oh dear god....7 inbox messages all asking the same thing.....7 messages that could have been answered by reading my profile.Look, I sure as hell know Im not the FIRST person to be driven nuts by this....and I sure as shit wont be the last,but my question time goes on,does it get MORE irritating ..or less?
Posted:Jun 28, 2017 9:39 am
Last Updated:Jun 28, 2017 11:52 pm

So Ive had a few of the strangest messages on this site over the last two days...all from women...none of whom Id ever been in contact with before. One out of the blue sent me an IM saying basically that she could hand me my ass on a plate in a wrestling match....Im a 47 year old with a trick back and a touch of tendonitis in my right wrist....the spotty work experience kid at the Post Office could probably do the job.
Another sent me one saying that she was going to make me her neighbourhood slut...a very kind offer,but since Im Australian and shes in Canada...well the flight better be first class is all Im thinking. I still dont know if it was meant to be a thoughtful gesture or a threat..?
Its all very odd...but at least on a cold boring day its kept me laughing.
Posted:Jun 26, 2017 6:28 pm
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2017 7:0 am

Disaster!Worst time ever for IMs to be screwing around on me...horrible horrible horrible
Posted:Jun 26, 2017 9:45 am
Last Updated:Jun 26, 2017 10:41 pm

I had the most amazing instruction session this morning to start my day. I'm not going to go into details,that method belongs to the gentleman in question and I wouldn't dream of it without permission.But I will say it was intense and so warming just to begin today feeling so very controlled. I've been left with the instructions not to touch myself until I communicate with this Sir again and I have to say it is soooo much harder than I remember. I've done denial before,I'm a Sub,of course I've done denial before, but I don't recall this level of frustration.After Sir gifted me with two adorable,tingly orgasms you'd think I'd be satisfied for the day,any other time I would've just got on with my work,but once again I've underestimated the power of "you're not allowed to". Having left me this twitchy all day at least has given me plenty of energy and need for distraction so loads of work done.
A slow easing into the Sub mindset is exactly what I need,while I find myself with all the lust and desire for restraint that I've ever had it's been so long since I've been under proper control I have horrid streaks of independence and indecision.Today has been a lovely revelation in handing over that control to a Master Sir who truly knows His craft,I can't begin to thank Him adequately,I can just do my best to be as obedient as I can and absorb my lessons as thoroughly as possible.
This aching is driving me insane, trying to blog'n'avoid again another failure because now I'm thinking of his total assuredness and perfect timing that peaked me twice,his time zone is so different to mine I don't know when I'll get relief...wish me luck....of course it means I can't really risk chatting with anyone in case they hit any of my incredibly sensitive buttons...but I might risk reading some blogs.....
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Posted:Jun 25, 2017 5:35 am
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2017 7:0 am

I must say it was extra nice to have permission to go have my shower,not from my Sir, I dont have one, but even if its just from one of the more interested and thoughtful Gentlemen on site,it still makes a girl feel like she's doing the right thing.It's like putting the cuffs on,if someone says it's ok it feels sooo much better.
Posted:Jun 25, 2017 5:27 am
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2017 7:0 am

Sunday night bath/shower really is the sexiest shower of the week.Let me put that right,it's the sexiest shower of the week for me..NOT you...the shower itself probably looks revolting,homemade coffee scrub everywhere,coconut goop slathered and all sorts of lotions and potions Ive made. This is the not sexy bit,but now.Now...I feel pink scrubbed and slicked up like a baby seal...NOW is the sexy bit...that and fresh sheets....
Posted:Jun 22, 2017 9:56 pm
Last Updated:Jun 25, 2017 7:10 am

A dreary,rainy day today so staying warm and busy with some housework but still managing to avoid putting away a small hill of clothes.It can be a problem for me...with my clothes fetish I know whats gonna happen...Im gonna end up horny..every time..damn it...don't you dare laugh coz it's a thing.It's not like I quiver and fall to my knees walking through a shopping mall or anything like that,but the more tactile materials,silk,leather,angora,fur or anything with restraining buckles and belts...handling things like those are gonna leave a girl twitchy..and I have a few. blog'n'avoid time and it's making me once more wonder about the reasons and triggers behind my clothing thing.
Most of us get the suspender and bra thing, and for me the corset is best of both worlds,it's restraining in a delicious way but it also supports my trick back and allows me to be mobile,but there's a lot more to it than that,there's silk kimonos and fur rugs,(I love my leather cuffs but silk restraints are like a holiday in Tokyo)and lordy the contrast of metal studs in butter soft leather...oooh wow.Even the right cotton can be a turn on,being allowed to press your face against hard muscle through good soft cotton...nothing like it.See...even writing about clothes does it for me,this avoidence trick aint workin.
Most Sirs get that so far,but it's difficult to find one with all the same inclinations,because mine goes further and is seldom satisfied,but that's our paradox as Sub natured,wanting to give our Sir happiness even if it compromises our own.For my part,theres nothing better than clothed sex.I'm talking wrenched underwear or crotchless,hiked skirts buttons undone belt hanging fly open urgent sex.I think it's because it takes me back to early sex,you know,behind the shed at your parents house or at the drive in (Yessss I said drive in...hush your giggling and Google was a real thing) and later became associated with many "I don't care if you're ready to go to work,bend over" moments.
It's been very nice having a few people with similar interest to chat to,the restrictive nature of some clothing has been brought into sharper focus for me amongst other things but now Ive finished my coffeeand it's time to go attack mundane boring things.Oh and I'm so glad that I DONT have a working camera...coz I'm blogging away about lux fabrics and studs dressed in old tartan loungewear,sloppy jumper and fluffy socks...meh...Domestic Goddess outfit...
Posted:Jun 19, 2017 4:07 am
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2017 5:23 pm

So many lovely guys up for chatting tonight and Ive never seen IMs playing up this badly...freezing,shutting down and driving me up the wall.I hope people dont think Im being rude..its just a bad night for technology..which reminds me...gotta go recharge those batteries .....again
Posted:Jun 18, 2017 4:49 am
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2017 7:0 am

spend all day moving furniture around,taking apart beds,swapping them and shifting things up and down stairs youd expect it to tire you out good and proper and dispose of any frustrations.And it did...right up until I put fresh sheets on the bed...what is it about fresh,crisp sheets that just make you want to slide in and get them as nasty and dirty as you can?
Posted:Jun 15, 2017 7:27 am
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2017 5:14 am

heres a question thats interested me tonight,of course Im curious about the answers but its more something for you to think about.What sort of mood are you in tonight,if you had the choice would a slave give you a perfect blowjob with every lick and suck just the way you like it or would you rather force her mouth and choke her on ropes of cum...?

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